Friday, April 30, 2010
Is feeling sad and happy at the same time.
I feel happy cause just now when i'm otw to MT class, sabrina pulled my bag.
Then i turned behind and i saw him at back looking at both of us.
And guess what. He smiled at me leh! I was so hapie ah that time.
When i was walking, i was smiling all to myself.
Sabrina said that i already mad. She is bad leh.
Mcm lah dier tu tk penah mcm gytu.
Everyone who falling on love, will surely be like that lah.
Duh seyh.
The sad thing is that from that time onwards, i didnt see him anymore.
I mean i got saw him lah but i dunnoe if he realized me or not.
I hope so ah.
Aftr schl i have SS remedial. I feel like not going sia.
But that JingRu asked me to go sia. So i go lorh.
SS was superb boring. We copy the ans for assignment 5.
Aftr finished copying can go home alrd.
I didnt saw him sia.
I was angry with Khantinie for not attending SS remedial.
Instead, she go to jp with Junaini sia. wdh.
If i know she not going to SS remedial, i will not go also sia. stupid me.
If aftr chem, i go home straight i will surely and guarantee i can see him lah.
And i also can board the same bus with him. AHHHH!
Some more today is the last day of the weekday.
3 days no schl sia! That means i cant see him for 3 days.
3 days is so long! I dunnoe if i can survive in this 3 days.
Every min and every sec, i will always think of him. He is always in my mind sia.
Seriously ah. I have never like a guy like this before lah. I'm really into him.
This time round, i really like a guy. OMG lah!
But i'm not sure if he know that i like him.
Do he have the same feelings as me? I think no lah!
AFIFAH! You should stop all this nonsense lah!
He dont like you like. He only smiled at you cause he is friendly to everyone!
I really dunnoe what to do now.
I'm really upset. Can someone cheer me up?
I have no mood for anything.
Btw tmr me, erni, sabrina, baizura and junaini will be goin' to sufi house for kenduri cukur rmbt.
Hope tmr will be an awesome day for me and i will not feel upset again.
