Okay. I'm seriously not ready for next year. I'm not ready in physical and mental. I can say that i'm not ready for EVERYTHING! I will be seeing him again next year in mother tongue class. Am i happy? My answer is definitely NO! I don't want to see his face again. I scare to fall in love with again. I dont want it to happen!
And i'm shy to face him. Especially when doing pidato. OMG la! Someone please save me. I dont want to be in express class! I want to change class!
I think i have to close my eyes when doing pidato. Thats impossible! But i hope the day when i do my pidato, there will be less people and he will not be there. Pleasseeeee......