Yesterday i saw my ex at the shop near my house. When i saw him, my heart beat fast.
Is it mean that i still like him and waiting for him? Can't be. I don't like him anymore.
Though i don't like him anymore, the memories of both of us were still inside my mind that i can't throw it away.
They were meaningful and i really treasure those sweet memories we had last time.
We used to play catching and whenever he saw me, he would chase after me.
When i was at the library, i saw him peeping at me and when i turned around, he will hide behind the shelves.
Sometimes we will chat with each other through phone.
Everything i had gone through with him was so sweet. How i wish i could rewind back the time and not making a mistake. Because of my mistake, our relationship ruin.
No use if i regret now. It's too late. I should have trust him. With my jealousy, i destroyed our relationship.
I put my ego first than following my heart. Seriously i miss those times when we were together and hanging out with each other after school at the playground with our friends, playing around and joking.
He is my first love. And now i already ruin it! How stupid i am!
I miss him though. Everything happened for a reason. I can't blame anyone. Maybe that is my fate.
I can't be with him. I have to accept my fate with open hands.
You are my first love and my last love. I think i will not love anyone else like the way i love you.
After we broke up, i did not love anyone else.
All of it were just a crush. Stupid crush. With you i feel whats the meaning of love.
Thanks for everything. I will treasure our sweet memories forever and ever.